AMID THE NOISE & HASTE

A FILM ON FINDING YOUR VOICE

Synopsis

After an intense encounter, a trans woman tries to regain her sense of security through vocal feminization training, but amid naysayers and self-scrutiny, she struggles to find a true voice of her own.

Impact

Language and speech are vital to who we are. They are woven into the tapestry of human nature and connection. We speak our minds, burst with laughter, and confide in friends. These moments are too often stolen from trans women of color; our voices silenced, in many ways.

Media strips us of humanity and focuses on our physical body and transition. Rarely do we hear our own story told through us. Never do we hear about our experiences of dysphonia or vocal prejudice. In trying to fit how others want us to sound, we overlook what we’re saying and the power of what we tell ourselves.

Amid the noise and haste, we neglect to listen to our own voice. I want to show that side of our journey, the struggle and hope of it all: how it impacts our relationships with loved ones and interactions with strangers; how it wounds our self-esteem and our ability to speak up for ourselves; and how in the face of adversity we can triumphantly speak our self-worth into existence.

  • "The world will try to silence you, but you can't silence yourself."